Sunday, February 21, 2010

brace

I need to learn how to stop smiling.

"make time to smile" the stickers on my bathroom mirror say.
How about I make time to understand my feelings.

"smile for the camera"
It's fake. Why should I smile to capture happiness in a sad heart

"smile and the whole world smiles with you"
and cry alone, because the world just doesnt want to deal with your shit when you're down.

Honestly, I dont know how to stay mad.
I dont know how to do anything but smile, and be sarcastic.
smile smile smile and everything will come together.
smile smile smile and keep it all together.

My cheeks hurt.
I am thru.

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